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So,my followers are increasing day by day,but my they don't read my blog.I KNOW!It upsets me =(

Deep blue sea.Did you say deep?

So,I read something somewhere (don't ask,not saying) and it reminded me of something.

A conversation.

Friend:What are you afraid of?
Me:I'm awesome.I'm scared that I'll lose that because the world will one day torture me for being too awesome,and ultimately,they'll steal my awesomeness and distribute it to the chickens,who need to be awesome.

Nah,that did not happen,seriously.But when I came to think of it,

I'm afraid of  Depths.

Yes,you'll must have heard people being afraid of heights,but depths?It's just that it's like depths are consuming,you know what I mean? They hold you in,not letting you go.Sometimes you just go so deep down,that you can't come up anymore,you are held unwillingly.It's suffocating.Layers above you,and you are watching from down,helplessly.You see the world above,and you wonder how much deeper will you go?-the though itself makes you shudder.

Deep down,what is it waiting for us? The purpose of life? You can fall down,deeper and deeper wondering where this journey ends.The simple idea of going someplace unknown that is down under somewhere,having ideas float above you,is scary.When I come to think of it,I get goosebumps.

Deep.

Sounds so evil,no?

The sad,sad post.

Life is just not fair.
Me,being the girl who was in love with her life more than anyone could be,says this.

Sometimes people hurt you and get away with it.They are everything you need,everything you want,and they just leave.

Like, *Poof*
And gone :(

Hurts like hell and moves you from within in ways you can't imagine.


Actually,being hurt actually is an amazing lesson in life. (OhMyGod! I sound so lame.)
You should experience loss,abandonment or heart-breaks.Sounds crazy,huh?It is,crazy but true.

You never experience sad feelings-->Never experience life.

Life is all about this.Try and avoid,but it comes right back at you!Life seem perfect,you have tears of happiness,and then something happens.Why does God have to work this way?
I'm glad he does though.
Now,I feel I know what's right,how I should trust people.

Everyone I've ever loved truly till now has eventually left me.(Including my dad,just walked out of the house.)
I have changed my outlook on the world.Every time I'm actually happy in life,it goes.

Maybe I should just accept this,or I should wait for a miracle to take place.

Or maybe,just maybe,I have super cool powers and I'm chosen to save the world from The Flood again.


Anyways,my eyes have now opened,looking at the harsh realities of life and my mind has now awoken, training itself for the future.

I love you all.Don't ever leave me?