The sad,sad post.

Life is just not fair.
Me,being the girl who was in love with her life more than anyone could be,says this.

Sometimes people hurt you and get away with it.They are everything you need,everything you want,and they just leave.

Like, *Poof*
And gone :(

Hurts like hell and moves you from within in ways you can't imagine.


Actually,being hurt actually is an amazing lesson in life. (OhMyGod! I sound so lame.)
You should experience loss,abandonment or heart-breaks.Sounds crazy,huh?It is,crazy but true.

You never experience sad feelings-->Never experience life.

Life is all about this.Try and avoid,but it comes right back at you!Life seem perfect,you have tears of happiness,and then something happens.Why does God have to work this way?
I'm glad he does though.
Now,I feel I know what's right,how I should trust people.

Everyone I've ever loved truly till now has eventually left me.(Including my dad,just walked out of the house.)
I have changed my outlook on the world.Every time I'm actually happy in life,it goes.

Maybe I should just accept this,or I should wait for a miracle to take place.

Or maybe,just maybe,I have super cool powers and I'm chosen to save the world from The Flood again.


Anyways,my eyes have now opened,looking at the harsh realities of life and my mind has now awoken, training itself for the future.

I love you all.Don't ever leave me?

The heartbreak.

It was perfect.

The feeling of the soft music surrounding her.

The feeling of her favorite Levis.

The feeling of the ice cream slowly melting in her mouth.

But she hated it.

The fact that she was listening to their song without him.

The fact that her Levis felt uncomfortable without them being in his lap.

The fact that she was eating ice cream,which she never ate without being fed by him.

The long and lonely nights dragged by.They never ended.She felt she was in this circle where she is always alone hoping,believing and wishing he'd b back.This went on and on.

It had to end.

"You never told me not to talk to him!",she screamed at the top of her voice,"You said I could do what I want!"."That's so not what I meant.Haven't you heard of sarcasm babe?",he said keeping his cool but dumping his favorite shirts in his bag carelessly.He never did this.He was possessive about his shirts. 

"Hon,I'm sorry.I just never thought you would feel I'd sleep with your best friend.I crossed my limits.",the tone of her voice had changed.It was suddenly as if she had given up.

Given up trying to fight with him.

She never could fight with him.

She knew that.

He knew that.

A thud was heard.

He had left.

Left her alone in this dump.

A dump-her Andheri 3 BHK had become as he left.

She had crossed her limits.

She knew that.

Going with his best friend to the movies alone!

That was wrong.

But nothing had happened,she swore.

She had not told him because she knew he would mind.

The friend,was a jerk,going with his best friend's babe alone for the movies without telling him.

This was screwed up.

Screwed up,big time.

"I'm such a bitch.",she thought.

"Bitch.Bitch.Bitch."