Showing posts with label me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label me. Show all posts

Thursday, 17 May 2012

I wrote something finally! =D

This time,I am writing :)

So,all of us (the girls),decided we'll keep this summer club-thingy for kids,where they come and draw,paint,learn origami and stuff like that.I mean,we got them to plant trees and shit.So,we took fees from them (Obviously!) and we earned a hell lot of money.HAHA! WE LOOTED THE KIDS! some money.

So,we all are like going out on the weekend,we'll have a dance party-thingy and have a sleepover later,you know,the regular girls' day out.And I'm so excited.I mean,I was in another city for like a week and half and I have not spent time with them :(

It's just me and my mom now.My brother's giving his tenth in Pune,mom-dad separated and I don't know what's gonna happen.If my mom and I stay in the same room for like more than an hour or so,we'll kill each other.I miss my whole family.Thank GOD for my dog!


Mangoes are in season! =D

It's GIRLS.GIRLS.GIRLS.GIRLS!!!

I met my boyfriend after ages.He hugged me when he saw me!And I was like so happy :') I mean,my best friend and boyfriend were fighting over who missed me more =D Love.Love.Love.Love.


I wanna see Dark Shadows and MIB3!!

Ah..Johnny Depp and Will Smith <3


This is getting out of hand.I must stop.

Thursday, 10 May 2012

Sometimes,a little of yourself won't cause something evil,just something making you happy :)

Being alone isn't that bad.

I was up all night reading,thinking-stuff I hadn't done since forever maybe.I thought about stuff that I had completely forgotten.

I started feeling smart,mature,better about myself.I stared at the sky from the balcony.I smiled.I felt happy,like really happy.I had not felt like this since a long time.I had so much on my plate ,I had forgotten to look after myself.I was more worried about other people in my life.I'm not saying I'm the "thinking-about-others-only" kind of girl,trust me I'm very selfish,but I was more engrossed in others' lives.

I thought about what I actually want to do in life (I know I'm only 14 but still).
I did not come up with really nice stuff but I thought about my life.I realized I was so much into parties and outings and friends and God knows what not,that I kinda forgot about ME.

Very vital conclusion-I rock and you can't change that.

Thursday, 19 April 2012

Fort Minor-Where'd you go?


Where'd you go?

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,

That you've been gone.



Tuesday, 17 April 2012

Sunday, 15 April 2012

This goes on and on.

So,yesterday I was hanging out with this super cool guy,let's call him "Sin"

He is the best-est.

Okay so, I know Sin for like 7 years now,I mean from second grade.He was in my class and was in Love with him.

First Love <3

More about him.
He is this really smart guy who knows everything,like everything!He is not book smart,he is just born smart or whatever.Best part is he loves being smart.You know the constant effort put in teenagers nowadays to be like super cool and stuff?
Yeah,well,he is not like that.He likes being the smart and geeky guy.He isn't ashamed of saying that he studied for 6 hours that day.

We were best friends since the second grade.Always competing for the first place in class.Well,he always won,but I was a close second.We talked about Secret Seven,Roald Dahl and sports.We used to get along really well.I loved spending time with him,even he did.
But all this changed.

I was in the sixth grade.People influenced me,changed me,corrupted me.I became like those teenage girls,worrying about my reputation,worrying about my looks,worrying about what people thought about me.I also had my popular elder brother.Looking at him,I was pushed from the inside to gain popularity too.

I changed.
Sin saw me change.
He did nothing.

I feel he should have something to get me back.
But instead he jut saw.
Saw me swearing at people,saw me keeping my sick boyfriends,saw me goofing around before my History exam (I suck at History) and the only thing he did was give me that "You've-change-but-I-don't-care" look.

I never went back to normal.I am still a teenage girl,worrying about my reputation,worrying about my looks,worrying about what people think about me.
I want to get back to my geeky and nerdy friends.
I want to get back to studying when I'm free.

But it just does not happen.I can't leave my friends now.I am happy with this life too.

Yesterday,Sin explained all this to me.He said that- You can't go back to normal now and You shouldn't too.You're still awesome and I'll never forget you.
This brought tears to my eyes.

Now,I'm not getting back to what I was,but I'll not neglect my studies.I am glad I have someone to explain all this to me.I guess,he'll always be there in the corner of my heart<3




Friday, 13 April 2012

Rolling In The Deep.

My eyes burn.
My head aches.
I can't feel my toes.

Coffee is not helping.
Damn.

I showered four times today.
Four.

I ate absolutely nothing.
Okay that's a lie.

The music is not helping.
It just makes me think more.

The movie 'Battleship' starring Rihanna is.....there.
It's not really intriguing but then again,I did not expect it to be.

Adele is shouting her vocal chords out right now.
"...Insiiiiiiiide of your hand..."

I close my eyes.


Thursday, 12 April 2012

Uhmm..Hi?

I'm scared of blow dryers.
I like boats and elephants.
I can't swim.
I love the sun.
I'm scared of ghosts.
I believe in ghosts.
I love the beach.
I like coffee and hot cocoa.
I don't wear clothes my size.
I hate,HATE ice cream.
I am not that creative,a little on the stupid side.
I ill treat people.
I can't pout.
I can sit down with my dog in the balcony and stare at the surroundings for hours,literally.
I love photography.
I have a phone with a broken screen.
I like heights.
I hate depths.
I like eating.
I'm shy,but I can talk for hours on text.


I am me <3

(L to R) Me and Dhriti :)

P.S-I was on the sea link in Bombay and out of the sunroof with my friends and blasting music.
       It was crazy fun.The sea all around you and wind through your hair.
       The police caught us -_____-


P.P.S-I'll upload the pictures of the 10th a little later.


Monday, 9 April 2012

EPIC.


The Eyes.

I got a haircut.
Hmm.
Yeah.

I like getting haircuts.They get my mind off things.Like,your friend driving you crazy,your mother driving you crazy,your brother driving you crazy,or for the matter,you brother's ex-girlfriend driving you crazy :|

But,whatever.
I kinda like my haircut.
Every time I get one,I hate it,but then I gradually grow on it.
This one's pretty nice.
But I still miss my nice,"more-than-shoulder-length-but-shorter-than-my-waist" hair.

Now all my hair's just on my neck.
But it's still nice.

That's all.
Bye :)

P.S-The name of the post is referring to the eyes of the lady who cut my hair.They were hazel with a hint of brown or something.Pretty fascinating,huh?


Sunday, 8 April 2012

The "I-don't-know-what-I'm-doing" post :|

"Some people must shut their face,rather than having it broken."
This is genius?
Yeah,that's me!:P
Seriously-_-

I should become a "quote-maker".
Wait,does that make any sense?
I guess not,but you know what I mean.
Right?
Maybe :|

Bye?
Yeah,bye.

Friday, 6 April 2012

I Love This Feeling.

Heaven.

Heaven is being with the person you love,hand in hand,looking up at the night sky with no one to disturb you and with loads of time.

Having a perfect kiss,playing with each other's hair and sitting so close that you can practically feel the person's heartbeat.

Perfect <3


10th April,2012

My exams are getting over on the 10th of April!
Yuhuu :D

Okay,so me and my girls,we planned this super-crazy-awesome day!
Since I've told everyone else about our plan,I needed to tell this to someone else too-My 23 followers-I love you all <3

The day starts at 12:00,when the exam gets over (Independence!)






First,a nice,cheap (hopefully) and simple lunch at Pizza Hut-we all are pizza lovers!

(Sorry about the photo,but this is the Pizza Hut we are going to,in Powai.Doesn't help much,does it?)



 Next,GO KARTING!
(This is the track in Powai.It isn't much,but it's something.)
Paintball :)



Aah,it's small.
And it's not for ages -16.
We'll try to get in.


Bowling in Hakone!!
This is not where we are going.
I did not find a photo,that's all.

Juhu beach :')
Aamchi Mumbai!

Last ,but not the least,Worli Sea Face

Wow!
This is where you find peace.
Maybe?

This is the car.
In which we travel.
I can't believe we'll have the driver with us but it's okay,we'll entertain him I guess!
Skoda Superb.





We have a sleepover later.
I promise to post our photos!
After 10th obviously! :P

Anyways,bye!! <3







Tuesday, 3 April 2012

The heartbreak.

It was perfect.

The feeling of the soft music surrounding her.
The feeling of her favorite Levis.
The feeling of the ice cream slowly melting in her mouth.

But she hated it.

The fact that she was listening to their song without him.
The fact that her Levis felt uncomfortable without them being in his lap.
The fact that she was eating ice cream,which she never ate without being fed by him.

The long and lonely nights dragged by.They never ended.She felt she was in this circle where she is always alone hoping,believing and wishing he'd b back.This went on and on.
It had to end.



"You never told me not to talk to him!",she screamed at the top of her voice,"You said I could do what I want!"."That's so not what I meant.Haven't you heard of sarcasm babe?",he said keeping his cool but dumping his favorite shirts in his bag carelessly.He never did this.He was possessive about his shirts. 

"Hon,I'm sorry.I just never thought you would feel I'd sleep with your best friend.I crossed my limits.",the tone of her voice had changed.It was suddenly as if she had given up.
Given up trying to fight with him.
She never could fight with him.
She knew that.
He knew that.

A thud was heard.
He had left.
Left her alone in this dump.
A dump-her Andheri 3 BHK had become as he left.



She had crossed her limits.
She knew that.
Going with his best friend to the movies alone!
That was wrong.
But nothing had happened,she swore.
She had not told him because she knew he would mind.
The friend,was a jerk,going with his best friend's babe alone for the movies without telling him.

This was screwed up.
Screwed up,big time.

"I'm such a bitch.",she thought.
"Bitch.Bitch.Bitch."










Blow my heart up.Yeaaahh :D

Quotes
Drink coffee-Do stupid things faster.
Some people are alive just because its illegal to kill them.
Keep the earth clean,its not "Ur-anus"
Peace never goes out of fashion.

Me-
I can't really say something smart .
Don't forget the Hershey's syrup .
I would also add some cake on top if I were you.
Cause life is SWEET.
B-)




Sunday, 1 April 2012

Shit happens.

Awkward moment when you study the wrong chapters for your test :|






Grr..











Saturday, 31 March 2012

Ta-Ta-Ta-Tasty-Tasty :D

The title is not the name of the poem B-)


We are done,
Done forever.
I'll miss the fun,
The smiles and the laughter.

It ended for  stupid cause,
And I agree it's my fault.
Now,when I step back and take a pause,
I realize it shouldn't have ended.

But you won't take me back!
And if our problems we would've mended,
Today,you would not have seen me cry,
While I was trying to cover up my track.

Trying to make me jealous?
I think your'e winning!
And now I feel like a mess,
All broken and shattered.

And about the things I heard,
I hope they aren't true.
You kept my heart,
My poem and my love.

I just hope for you to be mine,
Don't worry,I'll act as if I'm fine.

Stupid?
Yeah,I'm aware of that.